The soundtrack of my broken heart

You sent me Duffy ’cause she says it too. She’s too hurt to dance. She wants to know why they call it heartache when rest of the body is aching? I want to know as well.

And so you sang with Mr. Larsens words: Woman mine I love you so and I know you love me. And what ever happens let it happen ’cause I am yours. Oh I’ve hustlet, I was crazy, I’ve tricked you and shamed myself and I’ve stolen from your love.You know. Oh, you know. Woman mine I love you so.

You made me smile and dance. Never known a girl like me before you said and you made Edwyn Collins sing and turned the music up. Never known a girl like you before. Never known a girl like you before. You made me smile and dance.

You said you hurt yourself by hurting me. There is no reason for living with a broken heat. You win. You loose. It’s chance you have to take with love. Oh yearh I fell in love. It’s a hard life to be true lovers together. To love and live forever in each others hearts. It’s a long hard fight, to learn to care for each other, to trust in one another right from the start, when you’re in love. It’s a hard life. Just ask Freddie.

Captured in a blur. I’ve learned to live, to swim, to navigate, to breathe it all in. I don’t know how not to do that anymore. I don’t know how to live without the blury pain. It have become a part of me and I cannot let it go. If I let go, I let you go. What could I do when you sent me down the Never Ending Road saying here is my heart I give it to you?

I said stop. You sent me Beatles, Sting and Queen. Together they would watch me every step I take. They would tell me that they said goodbye before but came back again. They would say I was the love of their life. Bring it back, bring it back. Don’t take it away from me, because you don’t know what it means to me. Bring it back. I still love you.

You said you saw a depth within my eyes you’ve never seen before, you saw the life in them, you saw the sadness too. It was so very true. Fewer than few have seen the depth I feel within myself. You said with the song singing I’ll keep your heart with mine until you come to me. Didn’t you know I was always there? Didn’t you know that there wasn’t any single thing I wouldn’t do for you? For now, for ever, for afterlife. Didn’t you know that I too kept your heart with mine until you’d come to me?

Christina Aguilera said say something. You of all told me to protect myself. You of all hurt me more than anyone else. Say something but nothing said. I’m giving up on you and I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you. You are the one that I want, the one that I love and I’m saying goodbye.

 

Benedicte

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